ThE BeAtiTuDeS
Saturday, February 12, 2005
New Year

Really had a good time gathering together with my relatives...The last time that we meet up was during christmas where we met up and went for karoke session...back then I felt so bored because all the older people are all singing and I don't like singing karoke..Went just not to let my uncle feel disappointed..But through out the whole event, we really had some fun times together....
This time new year was really fun too...enjoyed watching movie at my uncle's place and also chatting with my aunts, uncles and cousins...even since I changed church I barely have the chance to catch up with all of them...so this time is really a great time...
Time really flies so fast...that even my cousin is intending to propose to his girl friend on valentime day which so happened to be his birthday too...it's just so sweet...all of us have grown up from being the little mischievious kids that we once were...when I really look back I really miss all the times we all had together when we were younger..then, we seemed to be closer and always doing things together...going swimming and even travelling to malaysia etc...times that we shared were so dear and filled with joy and of course not forgetting the excitement we had...but as we grew up...we all begin to have a separate life...and barely see each other and talk as much as we used too....feels so nostalgic...

Of course, i enjoyed playing with rover and bear bear too...but this time round..rover is really so mean to me..he bite me...that it will surely leave scars all over my hands...but still I love having him around...coz I really love doggies so much..they are so adorable..I just wish that I could have one too but my dad just refuse to let me own one...when I told this friend that I want a dog he will always ask me if I will really be responsible for it or just let my mum take care of it...hehe....my answer is always I will play with it...guess what, because of this friend I overcome my fear of going near cats...he's really someone special because he is someone who protects me but yet he never over protects and he helps me to face my fears....all thanx to him my life have become more beautiful....because I tend to overcome my fears and do what I do not and never thought I could do...
I really look forward for another gathering of ours....but I really thank God that even when we don't meet, we would still sms each other and also never be lack of topics to share and talk about...
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Mixed Feelings Of Returning Home...

Just got back from my Hong Kong and Guangzhou trip.. I really had fun over there. It really was a long time since i go on a long holiday without my family. But somehow i love to go away and take trips. I made new frens on this trip. They are quite fun people and I can't imagine that as guys they also love to shop...hehe..I guess it's coz of the cost of things there bah...we ate alot too..but I felt that the best part was the bargaining..hehe...somehow really bargain just for the sake of bargaining...but I didn't really buy much for myself..but mostly for people...fell sick when I went to guangzhou because of the cold weather and the chocolates I ate... also I manage to meet up wif my senior in HK in the last 3 days back in HK..he's really nice..brought us around and bought me medicine when i was sick..seriously all these years even when he was away he will just be the knight that msn me flower to make me smile...so since his nick is DJ knight on msn I always called him knight...because he's really so caring too...oh...but seriously I was so touched and thankful that I had beverly as my room mate then...she really took care of me when I was sick..asking me to eat medicine n drink water..she even boiled the water for me and leave them out to cool...actuali I would say that the best part tt I really enjoyed most was the last nite that I was there...senior brought us out for dinner and also to the harbour and xing guang da dao...i enjoyed myself so much then..mayb it's because I don't have to shop anymore...but just enjoy the breeze and stars and the company of senior and beverly....but of course..there are also many nice times that we spend visiting in GZ and HK too...i guess it's the company tt makes it nice and not what we did...but we had quite a few amusing stuff that happened..heehee
Somehow when I was suppose to leave HK I was feeling quite sad because it's time to come home...wish that I could have more time there as I really yet to visit so many places due to the time used up in shopping...But seriously being back at home makes me miss the time I have there and the friends...There was so much fun and laughter that we had over there.
However, no where is better than home..in the comfort of my own bed...because the guang zhou hotel was really a nightmare to me..hehe..I couldn't even get to sleep coz I found it so errie and at nite u will even hear screaching noises...which beverly suspect r rats...also I no longer haf to stand the bad pollution in GZ...
However, I really dread the weather in singapore..it's so hot here...if only I am in HK now...so much mixed feelings huh... Oh yah..I really like the fashion there..can wear boots with mini skirts and and turtle neck tops...but here in Singapore you will suffer from heat stroke...I guess my greatest regret was not to get my boots from there....
hmmm..my next destination for a trip will probably be to tioman so that I can just relax on the beach and play with sea sports..hehehe...and mayb a trip to australia at the end of the year....
But I really thank God for this trip because if without Him I would not be able to go for this trip and also for His protection upon us.