ThE BeAtiTuDeS
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Protest!!!
How to be firm??
Sighz....i totally can't discipline them...
workload is so heavy too...have been marking so many papers..these past days i've marked a total of 111 papers... my red pen gonna be out of ink soon...and i still have tt freaky feeling each time i strike the tick or the cross...esp afraid tt i will mark wrongly and total the marks wrongly
every week gota submit at least 15 lesson plans...
with the way things are..i'm going to age even faster and haf even more white hairs...
How i wish tt i can hide....and then disappear...
yet in reality i can't..... :(
I miss the blading session i had yesterday.... back then, i could juz throw everything aside and juz enjoy myself...so carefree...n even get to socialise with new frens...
Sighz....i totally can't discipline them...
workload is so heavy too...have been marking so many papers..these past days i've marked a total of 111 papers... my red pen gonna be out of ink soon...and i still have tt freaky feeling each time i strike the tick or the cross...esp afraid tt i will mark wrongly and total the marks wrongly
every week gota submit at least 15 lesson plans...
with the way things are..i'm going to age even faster and haf even more white hairs...
How i wish tt i can hide....and then disappear...
yet in reality i can't..... :(
I miss the blading session i had yesterday.... back then, i could juz throw everything aside and juz enjoy myself...so carefree...n even get to socialise with new frens...
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Transition
It's finally weekend....felt reali so tired this whole week...coz it's a new ground for me...and i've been sick thru the week...
it's another period of transition..5 days have past...but still trying to adapt...esp wif the long hours and the heavy workload....
But i really thank God tt He did not forsake me...but stood by me...
it's another period of transition..5 days have past...but still trying to adapt...esp wif the long hours and the heavy workload....
But i really thank God tt He did not forsake me...but stood by me...
Saturday, February 18, 2006
parting is such sweet sorrow
Today is officially my last day in skool for 10 weeks...
However, i managed to finish all my assignments and submitted them yest..so today's my self declared free day....
Seriously have so much mixed feelings within me....
Happy that i'v finished all the assignments and that the first part of the semester is over..have been really ploughing thru...bcoz, i started this sem feeling so inadequate because all the modules were never my forte but subjects that i dread most...Essays!!!...but i reali wana thank God that He had led me thru'...not jus normally but exceedingly above all that i could ask or imagine....
Sad that we'r all parting....actually this sem, i really feel left out and away from many compared to last sem..all bcoz of a change in timetable...hence often i'm always alone....tried to take the effort to wake up earlier than required to meet them up for breakfast but still times i just felt tt i couldn't pick up from where we left behind..all bcoz they haf lessons together....i guess they didn't realise how i reali felt...tt explains why i tried to stay away at a point of time........but what i reali remembered were the good old times we had the previous sem...i guess all of us were much close-knitted last sem than this:) nevertheless, gona miss you guys alot...thanks for being in my life thru these days...things would never be the same without u guys
Somehow,i would also miss the free time that i had here...i guess when i'm out there, my time will be lesser where everyday i'll have things to do already...and not forgeting some of the teachers..the very very nice ones...:)..i guess we will meet again during in-service..:)
I guess emotions will definitely be there..but what matters most is never to be deeply led by it...bcoz i noe that we will all meet again one day...and it's juz part of life that we always got to move on....
These verse were the ones i've holding on to this semester and indeed God had made a way, He's one who never fails but faithful...
My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness
*2 Cor 12:9*
The people who knows their Lord shall be strong and carry out great exploits
* Dan 11:32*
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you.
*Matt 6:33*
However, i managed to finish all my assignments and submitted them yest..so today's my self declared free day....
Seriously have so much mixed feelings within me....
Happy that i'v finished all the assignments and that the first part of the semester is over..have been really ploughing thru...bcoz, i started this sem feeling so inadequate because all the modules were never my forte but subjects that i dread most...Essays!!!...but i reali wana thank God that He had led me thru'...not jus normally but exceedingly above all that i could ask or imagine....
Sad that we'r all parting....actually this sem, i really feel left out and away from many compared to last sem..all bcoz of a change in timetable...hence often i'm always alone....tried to take the effort to wake up earlier than required to meet them up for breakfast but still times i just felt tt i couldn't pick up from where we left behind..all bcoz they haf lessons together....i guess they didn't realise how i reali felt...tt explains why i tried to stay away at a point of time........but what i reali remembered were the good old times we had the previous sem...i guess all of us were much close-knitted last sem than this:) nevertheless, gona miss you guys alot...thanks for being in my life thru these days...things would never be the same without u guys
Somehow,i would also miss the free time that i had here...i guess when i'm out there, my time will be lesser where everyday i'll have things to do already...and not forgeting some of the teachers..the very very nice ones...:)..i guess we will meet again during in-service..:)
I guess emotions will definitely be there..but what matters most is never to be deeply led by it...bcoz i noe that we will all meet again one day...and it's juz part of life that we always got to move on....
These verse were the ones i've holding on to this semester and indeed God had made a way, He's one who never fails but faithful...
My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness
*2 Cor 12:9*
The people who knows their Lord shall be strong and carry out great exploits
* Dan 11:32*
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you.
*Matt 6:33*
Sunday, February 05, 2006
my GOD
I've got a GOD
He's greater than my problems
I've got a GOD
He's highly exalted
I've got a GOD
A GOD who loves me
He loves me, He loves me
He loves me just as i am
I've got a GOD
He's so gracious
I've got a GOD
He's so compassionate
He's greater than my problems
I've got a GOD
He's highly exalted
I've got a GOD
A GOD who loves me
He loves me, He loves me
He loves me just as i am
I've got a GOD
He's so gracious
I've got a GOD
He's so compassionate
