ThE BeAtiTuDeS
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Pleasant day that ended with misunderstanding and a little sadness
Finally I completed my application for teaching career...seriously do not know what lies ahead of me but I just want to believe that if that's where God wants me to be at all things will work out well...because it takes me a long time before deciding on this career path and even when I barely get any support but discouragements...even people who said that they will support, somehow I really don't know if they mean it or just not to disappoint me because when I ask why they support, they just could not have any answer to it...so I am just going ahead with my plan even in this time of uncertainty as I yet to receive any vision or rhema word from God...but if there is an open door and the interview goes well then I will know that it's His will....
My first love song to Jesus finally have chords written. All thanx to leon. He's really so good at writing music. Made my song so much nicer than what I initially sang it. The feeling of having my song completed is really really so great. However, the bridge still yet to have chords but I really spent so much time listening to it over and over again. Reali feel so happy..Hehe...Looks like I really got to learn more about music if I want to write more songs. Have decided to pick up music theory which I always learn a bit then give up because I really can't stand all the 'dao gei'...hehe...But hopefully, leon's book will be simpler to digest. Already thought of what I will do...Once I start work will get myself a keyboard. Somehow, my passion for music seems to have increased ever since I started writing songs. So, i'm going to pursue it. I know that I know nuts about music but I believe that my desire to learn will bring me somewhere. I do hope that one day I can write more songs for God. Hmm...as for guitar i can't seem to breakthru in playing praise songs. Mayb I have already become complacent in learning guitar. I really got to put in more effort in it in order to improve. But somehow I really love and enjoy worshipping Him. I simply love God's presence.
Another happy event was that I finally found out my neopets's username and password. I felt so dumb, because I actually typed the wrong username the other time and was just waiting and complaining when they did not send me my password..hehe...finally today david told me what was my user name. So many years already and he yet to forget everything about me. Even my neopet's username. I felt so touched....Because I usually thought that he won't remember small little issue like this but he did...So glad that I am finally reunited with bunnyhubby and it's pet bunnybaby....played game just now but I guess I really lost touch of neopets...
Hmm..sadly I made someone unhappy close to the end of the day...really feel that I need to take stock of my life and think of what are the changes that needs to be made...and i guess a little separation away from each other is really good
Throat beginning to sore...guess it's because of the intake of chocolates that I had lately...looks like I am going to put on the kgs that I shed over the past weeks...must really discipline myself...
My first love song to Jesus finally have chords written. All thanx to leon. He's really so good at writing music. Made my song so much nicer than what I initially sang it. The feeling of having my song completed is really really so great. However, the bridge still yet to have chords but I really spent so much time listening to it over and over again. Reali feel so happy..Hehe...Looks like I really got to learn more about music if I want to write more songs. Have decided to pick up music theory which I always learn a bit then give up because I really can't stand all the 'dao gei'...hehe...But hopefully, leon's book will be simpler to digest. Already thought of what I will do...Once I start work will get myself a keyboard. Somehow, my passion for music seems to have increased ever since I started writing songs. So, i'm going to pursue it. I know that I know nuts about music but I believe that my desire to learn will bring me somewhere. I do hope that one day I can write more songs for God. Hmm...as for guitar i can't seem to breakthru in playing praise songs. Mayb I have already become complacent in learning guitar. I really got to put in more effort in it in order to improve. But somehow I really love and enjoy worshipping Him. I simply love God's presence.
Another happy event was that I finally found out my neopets's username and password. I felt so dumb, because I actually typed the wrong username the other time and was just waiting and complaining when they did not send me my password..hehe...finally today david told me what was my user name. So many years already and he yet to forget everything about me. Even my neopet's username. I felt so touched....Because I usually thought that he won't remember small little issue like this but he did...So glad that I am finally reunited with bunnyhubby and it's pet bunnybaby....played game just now but I guess I really lost touch of neopets...
Hmm..sadly I made someone unhappy close to the end of the day...really feel that I need to take stock of my life and think of what are the changes that needs to be made...and i guess a little separation away from each other is really good
Throat beginning to sore...guess it's because of the intake of chocolates that I had lately...looks like I am going to put on the kgs that I shed over the past weeks...must really discipline myself...
posted by Cheryl at 8:07 AM
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