ThE BeAtiTuDeS

JESUS is the reason for this season!!!
A season full of love and joy too...;P

oh man...but i ended up being so bruised on my both arms and on my left thigh....all due to a ride in the carnival....n got scolded by mummy too.. and she said: "Serves me rite!" ...when my relatives were like asking me what happened....so my mum was like commenting that i always try such challenging stuff...need to get injured then will learn to be more careful...hehe..mayb she's rite....but all i tot of was to accompany the two younger ones as they kept asking me to play wif them..so i juz gave my shot...didn't expect such a return what....:(...do u think i reali like the feeling of being injured? i don't..it hurts u noe..my arms are like hurting like mad tt i can barely lift anything up..and the bruise on my thigh was the worst..it's swelling!!! felt like a real handicap today...:(....

had a family gathering last nite too...hmm..the food was delicious..ate quite alot yest nite..hehe...my mum's recipe of 'Popiah'...and my uncle was like asking me and amanda to start learning how to make it ...so tt when they grow old, it will b our turn to do them...hehe...n i guess my relatives are reali worried about me..asking abt my bf...i wish i have one too..but i dun....i guess simply it's coz of time factor and yet to meet one whom i will wana haf as my future partner...i guess, hopping onto this career path, makes them even more worried...but,i'm just going to trust God tt i will find someone who would love me lots...;)...but now, it's juz not the time...focus should b on God first... but guess what, many of my cousins are attached and even brought their gf...and one of my cousin is going to get married on 3rd Dec'06....so cool, he'll be the 2nd cousin to get married....the 1st one already got his kid..but till now i've yet to see him....

this gathering was there to tighten the relationship btw all of us..but i guess, some of us hardly see each other that we feel like strangers...all we do is to ask what's each other doing?...but i thank God that there are some whom i still get to see and keep in contact wif...and i enjoy my communication wif uncle moses and kee hock..these two uncles are my favourites ones..they are always there to love,protect and teach....decisions tt i couldn't make, they r there to guide...always worrying abt me...since i was a small little kid, they have been there to watch me grow...and i reali thank God for them...coz without them, my life would probably be in a mess....of coz i wun forget auntie bee yan too...she loves me lots..always buying me stuff too..God is indeed good to me....:)

oh yah...matthias gave me a gift for Christmas...it's a teddy bear and a nice smelling sachet...initially when i got it..i tot was cookies...but when i opened it, i saw the teddy..i was reali reali surprised...oh man!!! It's so so cute!!! As usual, matthias is always so loving..hehe....he called me tt day when he was out shopping..hehe..it's like we dun usually tok..but everytime when we do, i always have a good time...i love the humorous side of him...hehe:P...n i really thank God for him, coz for the past years, he has been around me to love and protect me too....n not forgetting his encouragements in valley experiences...:)...i duno what others say abt u..but what i wana say is tt to me, although times u were stern to me, but i noe tt they were for my good..and till now, my impression of u being a loving guy does not change...U'r a Loving Brother!!!! ;P

Hmm..lyndon, gave me a bookmark which is about footprints...n a candle holder wif a purple candle inside..it looks pretty and it has a bible verse on it (1Cor 15:15)....abt love.....u noe something...it's the verse tt led me thru some times..and i will always remember to keep on burning 4 the Lord...n it's reali totful of u to remember abt the footprint story tt i told u before...abt leaving footprints in the lives of others...in case u tink u didn't surprise me, well u did again..hehe..thanks so much!!!

read the card tt terence wrote for me too..it's about love...and had a tok wif him yesterday while at the carnival..thanks so much..u've indeed grown alot..and the things tt u told me were things tt i have tot abt quite long ago already...so dun worry okie...:)...i've learnt and still setting boundaries..and i will let the gift of love tt God has given me be fully unleash so tt others around will feel His love...hmm, abt hafing this ability to attract people to me...seriously, i still find it hard to handle...but u'r rite...need to pray for greater wisdom to handle..:)..thanks so much!!!

having received the gift lyndon and terence gave, it simply reminds me more tt i need to start to exercise my gift of love again..coz it has been a long time since i reali try to love others around me due to fear....in fact i felt tt i've become more selfish...but i guess, what i wana do is to love God even more each day...:P then, my family....and the list shall go on from there...:P

well, these r juz the few tt i mentioned..of coz there are many little gifts and cards too, it's juz tt i dun haf the time to mention all....thanks to everyone!!!

but i tell u..the best gift is tt my bro coming back to the Lord once again....oh man..i'm so proud of him..i reali desire tt he will reali grow in the Lord and not backslide again....love you,bro!!!