ThE BeAtiTuDeS

oh man..feeling so tired the past one day n today...finally decide to sit down to blog...seriously, now i'm feeling terrible...so awful...;'(

i never like to blog when i am down but i guess, it's good to blog now to make me feel better by reminiscing of the sweet and happy times...

we had our E298 and alumini gathering at jerel's place on sat..hehe..it's bbq...but things didn't turn out well at the start...

it rained so heavily when we went to get the food..that we got caught in the rain..lijun, rirong, jialiang and me...but thank God tt mummy brought umberella for us...however, we'r still a wet...was praying so hard that the rain would stop so tt we could haf a bbq...guess wat, by the time we reached my void deck, it stopped...if onli we waited for a while longer, then we wun get wet...

at jerel's place, firstly he n rirong dried the pit but then a caucasian said tt the pit belong to them..so after checking the knowledgement slip, jerel shifted to another pit..and some bros started to start the fire...n we were like...feeling happy coz we can start bbqing...but someone approached and said tt we took their pit again...after much discussion, it turned out that the pit tt jerel booked was double booked so we ended up pitless for quite long..till finally he found a pit for us to start the fire...Thank God that finally we could settle down...

then when bro vic reached, he said tt the food may not be enuff...haiz..i felt bad..coz i didn't cater for enuff pple..coz wat i was told was that onli 13 pple..but end up more than tt came...and when preparing, all i tot was tt the other time when we had a bbq, we got so much food left over...haiz....

we had a good time eating and chatting...of coz not forgetting the playing at the bbq pit..hehe...i guess it's reali a good time of gathering together...since the cg multiplied, we barely have the chance to meet up at all...

well, lijun, haoyi and jerel planned for my birthday...balloons..i didn't reali liked it..coz it kinda makes me feel suspicious coz they seems so secretive...plus, the celebration the other day was ruined so i guess they likely wana do up another celebration....and i dread balloons...onli liked those which are helium filled....coz i'm afraid of balloons bursting...thank God simon helped me blow my balloon...but balloons juz go on bursting...when they finally start the blindfolding and finding the balloon requested, i grew even more suspicious..bcoz, they kept saying tt sis must play...so i juz ignore and took photos...but at the end i played unwillingly....but end up i was reali tricked...i relai tot beverly was playing wif me too..but end up i kept hearing bros' voices saying i got the wrong balloon and move to my right when there ain't ani more space or balloon animore...so having the feeling of being deceived, i took off the blindfold..and the birthday song and cake came in..hehe...but the first thing i did was to head to bev and try to put my arm round her...coz she didn't play the game wif me at all...:(

oh yeah..i received lotsa gifts..even gifts from pple tt i never expected to receive from, coz they r all relatively new to me...they are all so sweet..hehe..and the gifts are reali very nice and beautiful..eheh..i'm so blessed!!!

later, i gave a speech..hehe..thanking some pple..and at the end showing my gratitude to all of them when they all sat at the steps outside the squash court...they hope tt i will tear but i juz couldn't...or might as well say, i held back my tears...

i walked matthias out of jerel's place..and had a tok wif him..it's relai nice hafing matthias around..coz he seems to understand and we simply can relate..and i respect him alot...

when we were eating the cake, qing yuan came....n he started bbqing..he's reali good at it..setting up fire and cooking..and he taught me how to take better photos...and we experimented wif the fire...the photos r reali so so so cool..ehhe...n i played by taking photos of a blue colour light stick....

i left onli at about 1 plus...so tired by then but yet felt wif so much joy...

it's reali the best birthday i ever had all these past years...for the first time, nothing drastic happened...and i reali wana thank all of them who made all this possible for me and most importantly God....without Him, all tt joy will not be there at all...

well, after the whole thingy ended...i had a chat wif terence over msn...we reali realised tt these past years..so many things changed...how we started to come into e298...pple leaving for other cg...pple joining our cg...pple growing...pple getting attached and now soon to be married...these years are juz so awesome wif God...

hmm...we'r all moving to expo in dec...it's going to be a transition for all of us..and i'm sure tt God's gona do even more awesome things....we shall all grow...