ThE BeAtiTuDeS
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
God's fighting for me :)
The song posted right at the end of this entry is a very old song...but through this season i just happen to spot it on www.guitar4christ.com ...didn't know why but as i began to figure out how to sing and play it...it really speaks to me...about my life - past, present and future...there are indeed a few things that i really hope for but all these i've to learn to let go and let God take charge...
as i began to, i myself really feel less uptight about everything that is happening...these past weeks i've been so tired trying to fight for things i should have given totally to the Lord...grades now no longer bothers me, bcoz the main prize is still my calling. i've always been grade centred but through this whole situation that i'm put into, my mindset have totally changed...well, a great brother have been concern about my love life..so this is what i said to him, "now, i do desire a relationship but there are things that are not within my control." Bcoz, afterall i'm a girl..mayb i used to be direct but now i hide it..it's hard to guess coz the way i treat guys have been constant. So, only God knows... if he loves me and it's God's will, that guy will know what to do..else i will just carry on from here. Actually my mindset changed for relationship..why? bcoz i fall for someone at the start of the year but then along the way God showed that he's not the one. N when He did, it's not difficult to give all feelings to God and move on..coz He gives us strength and we'r more than a conqueror in Christ .so thats how i know that if it's His will, He will intercede for me... I'm simply so amazed by all the situations i've been thru' ,God showed me things i've never known before.... i'm just going to trust that i will step into greater grounds that i've never been before...that more revelations and understanding will come my way...
Just a little sneak...vengence is really of the Lord...i seriously couldn't believe it myself that finally there's a little bit of justice coming my way....this is a very sensitive issue so u will know if i tell u personally..:)
4 more weeks to go...seriously, i will really miss them...although they do make me upset but yet i enjoy being with them...the attachment and the fun we had together is really different...actually i'v the tendency to miss people...i duno why..mayb it feels nice being missed, tts why i think the person will find it nice to be missed too..
i've to tide through these two weeks of hectic schedule..and i'll be able to catch some breathe soon...:)
Here's the song:
ALL THAT I AM
ALL THAT I HAVE
I LAY THEM DOWN BEFORE YOU O LORD
ALL MY REGRETS
ALL MY ACCLAIM
THE JOY AND THE PAIN
I'M MAKING THEM YOURS
THINGS IN THE PAST, THINGS YET UNSEEN
WISHES AND DREAMS
THAT ARE YET TO COME TRUE
ALL OF MY HOPE, ALL OF MY PLANS
MY HEART AND MY HANDS
ARE LIFTED TO YOU
LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU
EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH
USE IT FOR YOUR GLORY
LORD I OFFER MY DAYS TO YOU
LIFTING MY PRAISE TO YOU
AS A PLEASING SACRIFICE
LORD I OFFER YOU MY LIFE
WHAT CAN WE GIVE
THAT YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN
AND WHAT WE HAVE
THAT IS NOT ALREADY YOURS
ALL WE POSSESS ARE
THESE LIVES WE'RE LIVING
AND THAT'S WHAT WE GIVE TO YOU LORD
as i began to, i myself really feel less uptight about everything that is happening...these past weeks i've been so tired trying to fight for things i should have given totally to the Lord...grades now no longer bothers me, bcoz the main prize is still my calling. i've always been grade centred but through this whole situation that i'm put into, my mindset have totally changed...well, a great brother have been concern about my love life..so this is what i said to him, "now, i do desire a relationship but there are things that are not within my control." Bcoz, afterall i'm a girl..mayb i used to be direct but now i hide it..it's hard to guess coz the way i treat guys have been constant. So, only God knows... if he loves me and it's God's will, that guy will know what to do..else i will just carry on from here. Actually my mindset changed for relationship..why? bcoz i fall for someone at the start of the year but then along the way God showed that he's not the one. N when He did, it's not difficult to give all feelings to God and move on..coz He gives us strength and we'r more than a conqueror in Christ .so thats how i know that if it's His will, He will intercede for me... I'm simply so amazed by all the situations i've been thru' ,God showed me things i've never known before.... i'm just going to trust that i will step into greater grounds that i've never been before...that more revelations and understanding will come my way...
Just a little sneak...vengence is really of the Lord...i seriously couldn't believe it myself that finally there's a little bit of justice coming my way....this is a very sensitive issue so u will know if i tell u personally..:)
4 more weeks to go...seriously, i will really miss them...although they do make me upset but yet i enjoy being with them...the attachment and the fun we had together is really different...actually i'v the tendency to miss people...i duno why..mayb it feels nice being missed, tts why i think the person will find it nice to be missed too..
i've to tide through these two weeks of hectic schedule..and i'll be able to catch some breathe soon...:)
Here's the song:
ALL THAT I AM
ALL THAT I HAVE
I LAY THEM DOWN BEFORE YOU O LORD
ALL MY REGRETS
ALL MY ACCLAIM
THE JOY AND THE PAIN
I'M MAKING THEM YOURS
THINGS IN THE PAST, THINGS YET UNSEEN
WISHES AND DREAMS
THAT ARE YET TO COME TRUE
ALL OF MY HOPE, ALL OF MY PLANS
MY HEART AND MY HANDS
ARE LIFTED TO YOU
LORD I OFFER MY LIFE TO YOU
EVERYTHING I'VE BEEN THROUGH
USE IT FOR YOUR GLORY
LORD I OFFER MY DAYS TO YOU
LIFTING MY PRAISE TO YOU
AS A PLEASING SACRIFICE
LORD I OFFER YOU MY LIFE
WHAT CAN WE GIVE
THAT YOU HAVE NOT GIVEN
AND WHAT WE HAVE
THAT IS NOT ALREADY YOURS
ALL WE POSSESS ARE
THESE LIVES WE'RE LIVING
AND THAT'S WHAT WE GIVE TO YOU LORD
posted by Cheryl at 11:22 AM
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