ThE BeAtiTuDeS

It's the second day since i got back to work...

yet...these two days ain't that fantastic...i would say that i did struggle through...tonnes of lesson plans and lesson preparation...i put in my best to prepare for lessons, wanting to give them the best...but yet, they are so unappreciative....all i've got from them are discipline problems...everyday when i walk out of the class, i can't help but feel disheartened...

as i look ahead, there are endless deadlines to be met...as i begin to ponder, i know that by my own strength i can never be able to tide through them all...all i really know is that i've got to live by faith and not by sight...every single day, You'r my only source of strength. Whenever my flesh says that i'm weak, You will say that I'm strong...through my own sight i can only see that many things are unachievable but through faith i know that all is possible through God...i'm really going to hold on to the rhema word...

apart from the above, i'm caught in a situation again... i really don't know how to handle....i know that i will end up being either hopeful or disappointed...regardless what the outcome will be, all i desire is for God's will to be revealed....