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Saturday, September 01, 2007

Disappointed

Where is the person of character, word, faith and love? All have been compromised. The heart of the matter is the matter of your heart. You can never change what you are unwilling to confront.

I'm so filled with righteous anger. I wish I can speak up but I just can't and I think some things left unsaid would be better. Only God will understand what I am going through. I can only forgive, coz the love of God in me is overtaking every bit of me. I did what I could to show love and support even when it is tough and yet get criticised and accused for things I did not do. It's simply character assasination!! Dread it!! What did I do to deserve all these?

"Am I a God near at hand, " says the Lord, " and not a God afar off? Can anyone hide himself in secret places, so I shall not see him? " says the Lord; "Do I not fill heaven and earth?" says the Lord.
*Jeremiah 23: 23-24*

God knows everything and He will do something about it. Now, I just want to go into my shell to hide, recover then walk away to protect myself as I don't want to be vulnerable. I may look strong on the outside but within i'm very soft and fragile.

God will take good care of everything and I entrust everything over to Him by laying every burdens at the foot of His cross.

Every tear I shed, He will bottle. Every wound, He will heal. He's my refuge, comforter and healer. The story of the prodigal son is what comes to mind now.

posted by Cheryl at 12:15 AM

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they'll be filled. Blessed are the merciful, for they'll be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they'll see God. Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteous, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven...

I am God's princess!!
Greatly valued and loved!

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says the Lord.

*Jer 29:11-14*

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