ThE BeAtiTuDeS
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Retiring...
*Sneeze*Sneeze*Sneeze*...simply can't stop sneezing and feeling a little blocked...Lord, will u pls heal me and it will not get worst...can't afford to fall sick...really relying on you for strength..though the sleep that i have is never enough but i believe that through you my rest will b complete...so give me a sweet nite tonite..Thank You!!
Feeling tired already so going to put aside the rest of the work till tomorrow after lessons...This week science lessons will be starting already..kinda dry but haf no choice...can only look forward...hopefully my tutor will be an interesting one who will be able to make my lessons more interesting and not even drier...
Pheww...so glad that things are getting onto the rite track for us..that we could just continue to be the way we were b4 u came back...it kinda been draining me past weeks and it really doesn't feel nice at all...let's look forward and not backward anymore okie..kinda wana wat's past to be past and not hinder our frenship anymore..bcoz u do mean a lot to me as a fren and i treasure you...thanx for always being around when i was down..and i cared because u r dear to me...never forget the times when i tried to shaft u aside but yet u neva gave up but persisted and showed ur concern for me...even times when i needed the advice u will suddenly appear and started advising me...although times what u said may be harsh on me but i noe tt u meant well and indeed it did bring me somewhere rite now...if u ask why i am nice to you, i am, because u were nice to me too..but even when u ain't i still would...because u have really been a great friend to me...tts why u matter and i dun wish that our frenship be ruined again...but i guess it will take time n effort to build everything all up again...
went for a jog juz now..from hall 2 to the innovation centre there then come back again without stopping at all leh...felt breatheless so decided to head back..but a good jog coz at least i noe tt now i can turn in soon..
today, i was being picked by my teacher to do a read aloud passage together with 3 other guys...of course she said that i am not projecting my voice and that i couldn't engage my group members..the guys were so loud and their voices simply covered mine...but the lesson today was a little interesting coz we learned abt phonetic symbols...but it's seriously not easy...hopefully after the courses i could be able to pronounce better....but still it still kinda feels funny..but i dun really like the strange exercises that we got to do on every start of the lessons....
i'm really so glad that this afternoon i could come back to hall and start playing my guitar...really misses it so so so much...wish i could be better..but i guess i still lack of the substance to break thru..but i will perserve..:P
so happy, got a pda with me now..it means that i could b able to play bejewelled and break high scores again...my itchy fingers..hehe...but games do help me destress a little..hehe...realli thankful tt yanpeng sent me the link with the penguins...felt shiok playing with the fighting but then i tink it's not challenging enough...
okie time to play bejewelled for a few mins then doze off liaoz...sweet dreamz...
and will then awake and REJOICE!!! For tis is the day that the Lord has made!!!
looking forward for the prayer meeting too..hehe..can pray n pray n pray...:P..n of course i love to dwell in the house of God...
He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increase strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary , and the young men shall utterly fall, but those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength;They shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint
- Isaiah 40: 29-31
That's why Lord you are my portion of strength...*Draw strength*...I know that as i wait on You, i will be renewed...Thank You for your promises!! for they are Yes and Amen!!
Feeling tired already so going to put aside the rest of the work till tomorrow after lessons...This week science lessons will be starting already..kinda dry but haf no choice...can only look forward...hopefully my tutor will be an interesting one who will be able to make my lessons more interesting and not even drier...
Pheww...so glad that things are getting onto the rite track for us..that we could just continue to be the way we were b4 u came back...it kinda been draining me past weeks and it really doesn't feel nice at all...let's look forward and not backward anymore okie..kinda wana wat's past to be past and not hinder our frenship anymore..bcoz u do mean a lot to me as a fren and i treasure you...thanx for always being around when i was down..and i cared because u r dear to me...never forget the times when i tried to shaft u aside but yet u neva gave up but persisted and showed ur concern for me...even times when i needed the advice u will suddenly appear and started advising me...although times what u said may be harsh on me but i noe tt u meant well and indeed it did bring me somewhere rite now...if u ask why i am nice to you, i am, because u were nice to me too..but even when u ain't i still would...because u have really been a great friend to me...tts why u matter and i dun wish that our frenship be ruined again...but i guess it will take time n effort to build everything all up again...
went for a jog juz now..from hall 2 to the innovation centre there then come back again without stopping at all leh...felt breatheless so decided to head back..but a good jog coz at least i noe tt now i can turn in soon..
today, i was being picked by my teacher to do a read aloud passage together with 3 other guys...of course she said that i am not projecting my voice and that i couldn't engage my group members..the guys were so loud and their voices simply covered mine...but the lesson today was a little interesting coz we learned abt phonetic symbols...but it's seriously not easy...hopefully after the courses i could be able to pronounce better....but still it still kinda feels funny..but i dun really like the strange exercises that we got to do on every start of the lessons....
i'm really so glad that this afternoon i could come back to hall and start playing my guitar...really misses it so so so much...wish i could be better..but i guess i still lack of the substance to break thru..but i will perserve..:P
so happy, got a pda with me now..it means that i could b able to play bejewelled and break high scores again...my itchy fingers..hehe...but games do help me destress a little..hehe...realli thankful tt yanpeng sent me the link with the penguins...felt shiok playing with the fighting but then i tink it's not challenging enough...
okie time to play bejewelled for a few mins then doze off liaoz...sweet dreamz...
and will then awake and REJOICE!!! For tis is the day that the Lord has made!!!
looking forward for the prayer meeting too..hehe..can pray n pray n pray...:P..n of course i love to dwell in the house of God...
He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increase strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary , and the young men shall utterly fall, but those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength;They shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint
- Isaiah 40: 29-31
That's why Lord you are my portion of strength...*Draw strength*...I know that as i wait on You, i will be renewed...Thank You for your promises!! for they are Yes and Amen!!
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