ThE BeAtiTuDeS

after colouring my hair yest afternoon, i simply feel so moody...coz my beloved colour were gone in juz half an hour...the other time i took like 3 hours to get the lovely colours done...reali felt tt pinch too..coz it's ex to colour my hair...well, after a nite's sleep i feel better...accepting tt it has to be black or dark brown..which wil make me look tired compared to the lighter colours....well, what to do? i didn't wana get into trouble when i go back to skool...so now i shed the ah lian look for the guai guai look...haha...am i reali tt guai?? :P

went to watch king kong yest wif lijun at the princess theatre at bedok...oh man...i spent 5 bucks on movie and another 3 bucks on food...cheap rite...less than 10 bucks a day and i get to catch a movie and haf a meal....of coz, there's a downside for watching it there....those pple were so noisy and the seats were like so stiff..hehe...simply no ambience...:)...oh man..the show was like 2hrs and 50 mins...soooo long..and my butt hurts like mad sitting on the stiff seat..n the guy behind keeps hitting my head whenever he adjust his legs...can't he sit still???...whahaha.....lijun suggested watching it so tt i will get over my gloomy day over my hair...i can't believe it...get upset over my hair..so childish rite...hmm..but it's reali a tough decision..coz coming into this career reali gota make me change my dressing and hair colour......and i was telling lijun tt i will one day look very Ah Mah...she couldn't help but to break into laughter...glad tt at least i have my humorous side, which can make her laugh..:P

Went to bedok interchange juz now wif my mum to do some grocery shopping...bought lotsa food...haha..told my mum tt i'm going to eat lotsa while i could b4 going back to hall to stay...must enjoy good food b4 going back to the isolated place..:)...so i guess it's goin to be another growing even fatter period b4 slimming down in hall...tts juz fat hope...unless i stop my supper intake in hall...well, tts what i'm going to do!!! and i have to go jogging...even my uncle jogs everyday..so i'm going to at least jog twice a week..ehhee..so happy..he said tt i look healthier...

Jus finished organising my files and folders and burning cds...to prepare for the next sem...seriously i'm not at all looking forward to it..it's going to be another tough and busy sem....feeling fearful esp when i've to go for my practicum...well, i've yet to reali enjoy or rest these two mths...mayb i did at the start but then as the year end approach...i'm busier...oh man....wish i can juz laze around at the beach n enjoy the sea breeze, watch the sun set and the stars in the nite sky(always like doing this..coz i tink it's reali a romantic thing to do...esp when wif someone u love)...well, for now i'm going to spend time at home, enjoy home cook food and do some packing....not going out tml and fri...feeling very closeup lately..prefer being quiet and enjoy the stillness....however, i dun feel sad..but relai cheerful..:)...juz getting exhausted from the shopping n meeting up wif people...it's juz time for me to have my own personal space...:P...never used to appreciate personal space..but now i love it...:)

actuali, i reali wana paint my room wif sassy pink and another colour..but mummy said tt i've got no time and my room is in such a mess...i gota go to ikea to shop for shelves and boxes....if onli i've time:P....so many things tt i wana do..but juz seem unachievable..:P...mayb i juz think or want too much without being rational enuff....whateva it is...gota cut down on expenses...i'ver spent too much these past 2 mths...must plan plan plan....:P...but still, i already plan to get a new pair of addidas sneakers..:P...coz my baby blue one is getting old and i juz realised tt there's a slit..:(