ThE BeAtiTuDeS

hmm...must be wondering why He's still good when i am down with food contamination rite...

let's see....

I believe and know that illness does not come from Him....and He indeed helped to sustained me...

on mon i begin to felt nauseous and having very bad headache which was so unbearable...the feeling is like u wish u can get rid of ya head...wana to go to the doctor but then the medical centre in skool was closed...n i simply felt too painful to go out of ntu campus... seriously feeling very blue..coz of the workload tts is on me and some stuff that has been disturbing me lately...sighzzz...but then lijun called...i relai had a good chat...a time of laughter...u really cheered me up gal..thanx so much....she even said a little prayer for me..and off i went to sleep...i guess, it really feels so nice n sweet when someone really cares esp when i'm sick...hehe...:)

hmm...then come tues..which i was feeling unwell still...but i had to go for lessons because my english is so overwhelming and tough...if i miss any i would miss out alot....so juz dragged my feet to skool...

after coming back....i realised tt my room is full of ants...crawling thru cracks of the walls, under the door, into the toilet and into another crack in my toiletmate's room...arrhh...did another room of cleaning up....when in fact i jus flooded my room together wif my room mate and then even lay ant poison on the ant trail juz on mon....unbelievable..those ants jus refuse to leave....and i got another two more stings from the mosquitoes...*itchy*itchy*

but it's reali cool...then lyndon came over to restring his electric guitar...haha...so called help him wif it...but wat reali matters was tt we had a good chat...together wif my room mate...then he later left for cg...but later at nite, he came over to borrow my books..when in fact i could pass him the next day...but guess what, the reason behind it was tt he juz wana check on me to see if i was feeling better.... tts kinda sweet too...but quite cool..had a gd chat abt songs, bible, guitar, etc....but then in the midst i started to haf my first run to the toilet....n i was so tired by the time he left, so simply fell asleep

but then the sleep wasn't good at all..i woke up 2 more times for toilet run again...that feeling is reali reali bad...then i woke up perspiring due to the panadol tt my room mate gave..coz i was running a bit of fever...

haiz..woke up at 7.30 and wana go to skool but realise i got toilet runs again..so my hall mate asked me to go to the doctor and she will take notes for me...n off to the doctor..thank God tt He sustained me there..coz i feel weak and was worrying tt i had to go to the doc...when in fact the walk to the medical centre from my hall is a little far...diagnosed wif food contamination and slight fever...

so came back and zzzzz all i could...n my hall mate, yiying is relai relai so so sweet...she called to check if i wana lunch...and even bought for me....after tt off to sleep i went again..then she called again to ask if i wana any food at 3.30pm..hahah..this gal is reali so sweet and caring..and guess what, my other hall mate jaclyn always feel so amused when she see both of us together..coz we always squabbles in a very fun way regardless of whether we are doing project together or juz normal talk....heheh..

oh yeah...had a tok wif matthias...he's back!!! so happy!!! hehe...he's a very very great and awesome brother of mine....though we dun always tok..but then he's always someone who is very close to my heart...

hmm...then at 5 plus, jenny called to say she wana visit me..haha..but i was zzzing...so she juz left for dinner wif lyndon...both of them are reali so nice....hehe...juz hope tt frenship can be fully restored to a stage where b4 tt incident happened....:) bcooz the time when i noe both of them..they are reali always crapping but it's reali so funni to noe abt their conversation..haha...:)

then my room mate..was so sweet..she called at 6 plus to check if i am better and even bought me dinner from canteen A...it's juz so so nice....bcoz i was reali sick of the food in hall 2....n i also dun haf to go down to grab food...coz i felt so restless...she was kinda glad tt my fren came over tt nite..hehe..coz she seems worried abt me..as i was feeling so quiet and moody the past few days....so when my fren came over...there seems to be life in the room again..haha...silly gal...:P

lastly, bro vic called when he knew i was sick...he wana come over to pray for me..but i was juz too tired...so juz said tt it's okie...

you see....tts how God's goodness is....He sent people to care and even take care of me...and what more...i was healed...one may wonder...tts bcoz i went to the doctor...but then God also work thru doctors....:)...and i was reali sustained thru the impt lessons tt i need to attend...n God works thru His own timing...healing is not all the time instant..it may be a process....i juz felt being cared and loved by so many....esp my cg members and my nie and hall mates n many others....thanx so much gals and guys...

i really had a good rest yest ..simply slept so much....actually could b on mc today...but decided tt i should go for my english class..hehe..:)...n a maths pedagogy presentation to do for tml and my sci ict package...tt one is reali causing me a great headache...

hmm...i am relai looking forward for holz...its coming soon...my first and last paper is on the 7th of nov...seems like one sem of my nie term is going to b over soon...time reali flies so so fast..relai going to miss the life here...esp the close nie mates and hall mates who made my life so much more colourful here..hehe...what more...one more mth of study in jan then all of us will b out for practicum already...tts really scary huh...

this holz i guess i have to set my mind to finish up something which i promised someone....no more procastination....i'm looking forward to tt final product too..coz i reali love tt design..hehe:)

This is the song tt led me thru tis past few days:

YOU ARE THE LORD THAT HEALETH ME
YOU ARE THE LORD MY HEALER
YOU SENT YOUR WORD AND HEALED MY DISEASE
YOU ARE THE LORD MY HEALER