ThE BeAtiTuDeS

it's a real tiring but fruitful day.... it's sports meets today...n i was asked to be the photographer..hehe..one who knows nuts abt photgraphy but only love to take picture of herself...:P..but yet many said tt i look professional....but they really got to look at those pictures to validate it...hehe..coz there were onli a few nice shots...

but i had fun, hanging out with the pupils...and running around under the sun. and i got myself tanned..looked like a red lobster now..esp my nose n my shoulder blade..heee...but i'm really down this time...went to see the doctor and diagnosed me with tonsil inflammation and fever... and was asked to go on mc tml...hehe...a rest day for me but still got lotsa work to do... but i still thank God for a day of rest...

really wana thank tt special someone who brought me to mustafa to get my track pants esp i wouldn't really know what to wear today...he's so patient and sweet even when he's tired..thank God for such someone...:)..

feeling so much better after toking to a brother..bcoz i felt so confused and tied down emotionally...somehow didn't know what to do, coz i tried all ways to get an answer from the Lord..but still no matter how many books i read or sermons i listen or pray..i couldn't find a solution ....now, at least i noe what's best... it's all bcoz i'v been trying to avoid as i'm afraid to face my feelings and i ended up fooling myself all these while.....so now i've to really be very truthful about everything and face everything n not avoid anymore..coz avoiding does not make me feel better at all...difficult but i'v to press on and tide thru this season... if he could do it..i believe tt i could too..and i really dun wana this whole issue to pull me down anymore... i'v got to have the willpower to deal with everything once and for all...