ThE BeAtiTuDeS
Friday, May 12, 2006
Thoughts of the day
I simply dragged myself out of bed today and was almost late for school. Really thank God that yiying drove today and she gave me a lift to school. It's really kinda nice to meet up with my coursemate once again. However, time was limited so the catching up were merely few minutes.
Most of them EXCEPT me.... Got their posting
These two days i'm filled with lots of anxiety. Seriously, i really dread this feeling.
Yesterday, when i was praying over the posting God revealed that i should NOT be anxious and do not worry.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God.
*Philippians 4: 6*
Well, i did made my requests to God. Now, i'll have to just wait. However, while waiting i need to rid those anxiety. I need to renew my mind!!! Must always remember that i'v His inheritance and all the promises He had given.
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Well, i'm basically still pondering over what had happened yesterday. Therefore, today i'm just more of my quiet self not wanting to talk much. I reflected over my speech. I guess many a times i do, but this time round i really feel frustrated with myself. I've tried to work at it but somehow it's still not improving. Have i tried too much? Maybe i've been relying on my strength and abilities too much, thats why i failed. I really need to have the wisdom and love to speak appropriately. Most importantly by guided by the Holy Spirit.
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Started my marathon on the korean series -> Love Story in Harvard. It's really a nice and sweet show. As usual, the casts are great eye candies as they are handsome and pretty. However, such shows are often so sweet that i can't visualise it coming to past in my life, yet only makes me want to fall in love. Begin to ponder... where is the guy? will he have the qualities that i'm looking for?
Just some X-Factors:
Compassionate, Spontaneous, Sense of Humor, Intelligent
haha..the list goes on...Of course, we both must be able to flow with each other's visions and dreams too. However, i guess what's important is:
Is the guy whom the Lord has in plan for me? Sometimes when the right guy comes at the right timing (God's timing), all else really don't matter anymore.
As for now, this guy is still beyond my sight :P
He has made everything beautiful in its time....
*Ecclesiastes 3:11*
Hence, i shall try to wait patiently for His perfect timing...:)
Most of them EXCEPT me.... Got their posting
These two days i'm filled with lots of anxiety. Seriously, i really dread this feeling.
Yesterday, when i was praying over the posting God revealed that i should NOT be anxious and do not worry.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God.
*Philippians 4: 6*
Well, i did made my requests to God. Now, i'll have to just wait. However, while waiting i need to rid those anxiety. I need to renew my mind!!! Must always remember that i'v His inheritance and all the promises He had given.
--------
Well, i'm basically still pondering over what had happened yesterday. Therefore, today i'm just more of my quiet self not wanting to talk much. I reflected over my speech. I guess many a times i do, but this time round i really feel frustrated with myself. I've tried to work at it but somehow it's still not improving. Have i tried too much? Maybe i've been relying on my strength and abilities too much, thats why i failed. I really need to have the wisdom and love to speak appropriately. Most importantly by guided by the Holy Spirit.
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Started my marathon on the korean series -> Love Story in Harvard. It's really a nice and sweet show. As usual, the casts are great eye candies as they are handsome and pretty. However, such shows are often so sweet that i can't visualise it coming to past in my life, yet only makes me want to fall in love. Begin to ponder... where is the guy? will he have the qualities that i'm looking for?
Just some X-Factors:
Compassionate, Spontaneous, Sense of Humor, Intelligent
haha..the list goes on...Of course, we both must be able to flow with each other's visions and dreams too. However, i guess what's important is:
Is the guy whom the Lord has in plan for me? Sometimes when the right guy comes at the right timing (God's timing), all else really don't matter anymore.
As for now, this guy is still beyond my sight :P
He has made everything beautiful in its time....
*Ecclesiastes 3:11*
Hence, i shall try to wait patiently for His perfect timing...:)
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