ThE BeAtiTuDeS

I think God is really so awesome!!

Lyndon is one of my best friend in NIE days. He's always there standing by me and encouraging me through the tough times I faced. Our hall-mates and friends said we look alike, especially when I wear my spectacles. So that makes him my twin brother. :P

However, due to our personal commitments we haven't been keeping in touch. Remembered the last time I bump into him was during the June holidays at Tampines Mall. It was kinda amusing. I was looking at some clothes in Fox and he was looking in from the glass panels where I was standing. I guess we didn't see each other for so long and it took us a while to realise that our eyes met. I think he's wondering if the gal he saw was me, while I felt a stranger staring at me. So I looked up. That meetup was quite awkward for us but we both really looked different. My hair grew longer and he said I look great, while he also looked more shuai. We're supposed to go blading and have his hair cut at Nik's place during the June holidays but we're too busy with work, church and personal commitments.

After two months, I'm finally back on msn. Usually the time we see each other on msn is really bad timing coz he teaches in the morning while I teach in the afternoon. So each time we start a conversation, we would have to end it real fast.

This time round, he msned and asked, "How am I?" As usual, I would say i'm fine. But he's discerning enough to know that something is wrong as i'm not my usual self. So he asked, " You're fine or will you be fine?" We then had our share of conversation and through him I found out that my mindset have changed to be more positive about the things to come. Through him, I've really learnt alot. Be it during the days in NIE or a year later. I thanked him for always being around like an angel, loving and blessing me. Of course, we had our hard times but indeed the shadows prove the sunshine.

Then later did I realise that actually He had a dream about me the previous night. We were both amazed when we talked about it.

I really couldn't believe it! God often sent people to me in His own special ways. I'm someone who is pretty closed up, this makes it difficult for me to be willing to open up and speak. Nevertheless, He sends people who has that character that makes me feel comfortable speaking to and ones with spiritual maturity in God. These people are ones whom I went through thick and thin through different stages of my life.

I've so many angels around me. Thank You, Lord! Your love for me is never failing. Your works are so incomprehensible too. :)